doped conversations to self

I was quietly reminiscing with myself about life itself, and then my choices when... i finally...  understood....  silence. 

i held a book[ Intuition-by Osho] ... and at this point the pages sort of just opened .... stared at me: 

"parte 2barreiras ao saber
saber significa ficar em silêncio, completamente em silêncio, então vc pode ouvir a voz baixa e calma do seu íntimo.saber significa deixar a mente de lado.quando vc esta absolutamente calmosem se mover, nada se agita em vc,as portas se abrem.vc faz parte dessa existência misteriosa.vc a conhece tornando-se parte dela, tornando-se um participante dela. isso é saber."

barriers to wisdom

To know is to be in silence
complete silence
so to hear
the low and calm voice within.
to know is to leave the mind aside.
when u are completely serene,
still, nothing agitates within u,
the doors open
u become part of this misterious existence
you get to know it by becoming part of it
by being an active participant of it.
that is wisdom. 


and so it came to me..
in my ayahuasca meditations ...the reason why rituals are chosen at night, is so that we can enter our "Dark night" [JUNG,SAINT germain] we can enter our silence, our white light box, if you will. the nothingness. .... where you are neither here or there, nor are you... being or not being, there is no self...only the none existence 

whilst my preference for rituals are of day light, to where i feel the sun guides my visions, and i can foresee the geometric codes of the universe and the self, where there i can connect to oneness, to have a sense of true purpose , significance, and truthfulness...

 still, the dark provides chemistry that ignites the potential of the pineal glands to connect into the cosmic web of knowledge and wisdom... and love... hehehehehe

when we silence the mind, the answer comes whispering through the leaves blown by the wind.... 
when we silence ourselves, we can be. 
just be.
to just be 
breath
breath 
breath 

silence comes as our master
the master that lies within