so it finally happened...

it was a sunny afternoon... the day was clear... i had gone off early from work. made a quick stop at my boss´s house, took a cup of coffee and ate a delicious bread....

waited till it was time to go.
parked my car at an uneasy "square"... looked around...

yesterday the city of Rio sort of stoped...mangueira was closed, i couldn´t nearly get to my job, then i realized all the exits to my house were closed... so i decided to give a ride to my boss.

when i left his place, the traffic was caotic....nothing moved... nobody breathed... everything was still...

i had 2 options: take my car and face the dreafull scenario, or leave it there and get to my appointment by foot.

i chose to walk.

it was good. it felt good, being able to walk while cars couldn´t move... it was good to have a direction without depending on a bus to move. it felt good.

i got to my final destination, smile from ear to ear, realizing that i wasnt so underprepared as i thought my health was...

he was there waiting for me lik ehe always does, and it was magical!

we saw a great movie the benjamim button one. yes the movie was sad, lot of memories, lot of bad associations, remebering bad things from my past. seeing kind people being treated with disdaim just brakes my heart... so the movie ruled, but my eyes were nothing but red rivers.

i could barely keep them open.

we went back to getr my car. the car was there everything seemed to be in place.

it was when he gave another look and said, thats not ur car, is it? i answered why? and all he did was point at it. the window was broken in a triangle. the dorr was jammed...

i thought shit, is there someone inside?

then i opened, the pannel was destroyed and my radio gone.

it would be a fairy tale if i went through my existence in this town without getting robbed at least once.

so i looked once again, the documents were there, i had nothing of value, worth to be stolen, exept my cds... there werent many... but he took the rarest one : mamonas assassinas

i guess i got mad because they took my cds, not my atereo, or perhaps because they totally fucked my car, instead of just taking the damn radio without breaking things, or perhaps i just got mad at my self for not listining to my interior voice.

anywhom , some things come for better haha ( ha males que vem pra bem)

i realized im with the one person i can trust, and that one person is man enough to handle the situation, take control, and comfort me, plus i couldnt leave....hence...

today i woke up, it was a beautifull day even having slept only 4 hours. we solved some car issues, not everyone of them.... and i lost the number of the register a few couple of times, but it worked out fine.

now the rain pours, and i have a place to go... by bus... should i? i already scheadule w so many people... i in deed should give my guardian angel a break.... but i think i wont start today! =D