its 1 am and the sleeping beauty is lying right next to me snoring( A person on my bed).... whereas i am wide awake with the energy to stop a train- ok maybe i have the energy to stop a car- or maybe just a roach. point is - at times like these : vacations!, there is no need to sleep early , thus there is no need to wake up early ; and if we keep on doing this , the vacations will have vanished in front of our eyes like magic, and what is worst : we will no have believed it. Eventhough i know what the side effects of a lazy vacation leads to;i have no urge to change my behavior. Alright! i had the urge to change - i even made a schedule- a healthy , extremely healthy vacation schedule- but do i follow/??? noo, never does my body agree with my mind- as if separed it is willing to do something of its own....something the brain commands without my knowledge.: subconsciente.
i crave the need to write better informations , instead of just blabing out useless info. however i am certain that those friends that once visited here will no longer visit - and no one else will ever stop to read or to comment.. so basically this is like talking to my self by means of internet... funny... exept that there r no possible ways to make the design of this crapola blog criative - i am no genius of technology.. so there is no possible way to alter this physical state of incapability.
i think i´ll just go stare at the wall and meditate- i have a dozen books to read- but hey i´ve got my whole life to do that. and what is a whole life? just another moment before death takes you away.
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