a vergonha eh uma coisa q prejudica os homens. sem vergonha as pessoas sao mais decentes
- nathalia grinzberg

pensamentos fluidos

o odio passa de sentimento a odor
passa de agonia a deixar de existir...
eh algo q pode ser momentaneo e ao mesmo tempo permanente
nao eh saudavel e nem puro
nao chega a ser o conhecimento previsto para o homen que platao e socrates tanto keriam
o odio eh um retrocesso da alma humana..uma doenca..um algo q nao deixa a alma voltar ao cosmo, e algo q nao deixa a moral humana evoluir para assim estar em comunicacao com o bem maior.
soh sei q nada sei perante a sabedoria de deus... e imperfeita como sou ..nao consigo tirar de mim esse mal feito..esse odio q me sustenta e me consome..mas como socrates diz..apenas estar pensando nessas kestoes de moral jah eleva minha alma para tentar chegar ao bem maior..para voltar ao "alem" ao mundo das ideias de platao....
nao sei ..algo q vomitei

chabomga!!!

lah se vai a ideia de viajar pra arraial...isnt it a bitch when u have everything planned and mother nature comes and make u rethink ur plans??!!? yes she´s a real bitch!!! maybe it is for the best .jah q nao existe coisa como acaso e sim sempre o destino..logo one could consider this to be a work of the greater good...yes to rethink plans ... well i was doing something that it is totally out of my ordinary personality ...i came up with the idea of simply travelling on my own..off course i have a house to stay there...family..but this isnt the normal thinking way of karyns brain!! and just when we think we have excceded ourselvs,just when we think we have finally taken a chance... that inpet of adrenaline and adventure is taken away from us!!! but its okay there is always a fucking second chance!! who ever said that things never come twice..that u never have the same opportunity twice ;was wrong...u´ll always have a second chance if u make it happen!!! if u work hard again for the same chance to come again, it will!!! it is frustrating that for a lazy person as my self, to finally move my bottom from the chair and do something, not accomplish the forset goal!!!
well that being said: chabomga!!!!

hum...

PEOPLE LEARN A LOT WITH RELATIONSHIPS: IT NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY AND WHEN U LEAST EXPECT IT, U REVIVE A LOSTEN MEMORY. EVERYWHERE U LOOK OR EVERYTHING U LIKE IS A COLLECTION OF THINGS THE WORLD HAS GIVEN U , BE THAT BY THE ENVIRONMENT OR BE THAT BY SOMEONE. IT IS INEVITABLE TO REMEMBER A RELATIONSHIP THAT WAS UNSUCCESSFUL AND LAUGH ABOUT A COMMENT MADE AT THE TIME, EVEN WHEN NOW U RESENT THE KNOWLEDGE OF KNOWING THAT PERSON. IT IS VERY STRANGE HOW ONE CAN HATE OR GRIEVE SOMETHING THAT ONCE WAS SO GOOD, AND IT IS ALWAYS IMPOSSIBLE TO AFTERWARDS NOT TO FEEL STUPID. MEMORIES AND FEELINGS ARE SOMETHING THAT CANNOT BE EXPLAINED YET THE HEAD, AND WHEN THEY COME BACK IT’S THE HEART THAT ACHES. TODAY WAS A DAY WHERE I REMEMBERED, AND HOW SILLY WAS I AT THE TIME, AS I AM NOW, WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY WISH TO NEVER END A RELATIONSHIP IN RAGE. BUT THEN ALL THAT IS LEFT FOR IS TO BE ENDED IN HYPOCRISY. MAYBE I’M HYPOCRITAL IN SPIRIT ALWAYS TRYING TO BE LIKED AND NEVER FORGOTTEN; MAYBE IT IS AN EXCUSE TO COVER THE FAILURE. OR MAYBE IT’S JUST BECAUSE I LIKE TO BE ON COMMAND AND BEING ACQUAINTED OR AT LEAST FRIENDLY IS THE EASIEST SITUATION TO BE IN CONTROL. BUT IT MATTERS NONE, WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY, HOW CAN ONE ERASE WHAT LEFT A SCAR… IT WAS NOT BAD, IT WAS JUST INDIFFERENT, AND HAVING SOMEONE FEEL INDIFFERENT TOWARDS U IS NOT A GOOD MEDICINE FOR THE EGO, BUT THEN AGAIN , THEY SAY THAT EGO IS WHAT RUINS A HUMAN BEING FROM BECOMING COMPLETELY SPIRITUALIZED AND BE ABLE TO GIVE LOVE IN LIFE, SOMETIMES I BELIEVE I AM READY SOME OTHER TIMES, I BELIEVE THAT READY IS AN ILLUSION AND U BETTER DO IT NOW, OR U´LL END UP NEVER DOING IT.

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